At times, old insecurities come to the fore, hand in hand with wistful memories of past lovers, loss, death and grief. At other times, I have bitter quarrels with God late into the night about sin, redemption and child-death; and when solace will not come, in despair, I run for shelter to life's true confessional—poetry.
Five sat around the table eating ice cream and apple pie but in between the laughter and the sips of wine silence fell and talked so loud with all the words we left unsaid.